=( =( =(..... its 2.11am in the morning liao... thinkin thinkin thinkin.. haiz. sad-ing sad-ing sad-ing... haiz.... life goes on rite? no point. no more chris andersen, no more birdman, no more derrick, no more life... =(.. just thinking somehow no matter how sad i am.. life still must go on.. make life successful instead of failing... maybe i should success in something first then i can success in love... haiz... thinkin abt it makes me sad.. but yea, life still goes on rite.. after thinking for so long. and watched dunk contests while u can sae crying='(... finally made up my mind to do something successful... and is to dunk by nxt year... make it earlier. although i told wenjie i would dunk 2 years ltr... but life is boring without u yea... so gonna waste my time training on it... training on wad i can do to make a miracle. maybe a legend.. the first in 359 to make a full dunk on e ring... making myself proud.. and yes i am goin to train on it... anw i shall stop here alrdy... goin gym tml and train train train...just gonna go get some rest now ppl... goodbye~