and finally i blogged... ^^...lols... sian...wad a sad thing....my bball skills sucks....dunno y....i really dun have the mood to bball lately....dunno y....the spirit aint there and i cant even score a simple ball...lols.... the mood is there... onli when i have the mood i would plae well.... things tt i didnt do be4... its like a wow.... but no mood....nth to talk abt it...its just sucks sucks and sucks....zzzz.... so many things happened...lols... and i'm goin into yishun ite...studying at e course called aerospace technology...lols... how would ite life be??? hmm...... i just feel so sad now... wondering if my skills are good enuf to go into the team....maybe not.... i knw i can do it... just tt the feel isnt there... i've done miracle stuff...lol...but just like tdy... underbasket ball i cant even score....wad a joke.... there is no more like the last time.... the first time when i played bball at 322... those times when i can score the ball.... now i knw where to run.... but my scoring sucks....i cant get the ball into the basket... my skills aint good enuf... maybe i just cant plae..... and my passing...88%miss....wad a joke...without passing...how to score...lols.... its a gg.com for me.... i'm just a noob....an idiot to look forward for that bball matches....how i can do in court....its just imaginations....wad a joke....zzzz.... i tink i shall not talk abt it animore...just so sad.... another thing happened....i dun knw i'm having a crush or is it love... i try not to like u....i talked lesser to u...i tried....but stilll...its useless.... haizZzz..... maybe life for me isnt neededto be great.... maybe my life is just fated to be lik tis.... oh ya....anw everyone.... pls listen...cuz if u aint tt good...pls dun kp ppl....tts a wrong thing.... if u kp tis guy and yet u cant do it ur own....i tink its just useless...ppl will kp u back...2X even...so just dun kp so much...u aint ttgreat either....
i dunno wad i am talking abt.... my mind is just so confusing....it isnt tt great.... i'm tinking lots of things now.... i tink 1 dae my head gonna burst.....so many things to tink....how to calm down myself... finally a chance for me to blog....i can sae out wad i wan.... i'm just tired...so tired....no use tinking things... maybe it will help....just tt one shot i missed... u kp me.... after tt u miss tt shot ppl kp u....dun be an idiot.... tink i'm gona stop here now....its 3.55am already..and i aint slping yet.... i'm having tis cannot slp thing now... i usually will lie on the bed till 6am then i will slp... i just dunno y...and i go tinking things agn.... Derrick... tis cant go on....or else something bad will happen.... not good to tink too much tings....just relax urself derrick.... u can do it.... just dun tink so much................................... ppl i'll stop here now....bb all ....

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